I booked the plane ticket last night! Yey. So next wed, Jan 13th 08.25, The plane departes for US and A! I also booked two nights at a hotel in Anaheim. For those of you who doesn't know where Anaheim is, it's in the O.C area near Disneyland. So if I get bored and want to have some fun I can always visit Disneyland!
Back to the emotions. Last night before I feel asleep I started thinking about how hard it's gonna be to leave everyone here. I know that they're gonna be here when I come back but still. It's close friends and family and it's hard just to say "bye bye, see you in 6 months"! I don't know anyone over there and I bet the first month before I've gotten to know someone is going to be a true test. Since I am known to be what some ppl would call a "quitter", that never finishes things and tend to give up when it gets to tuff or to hard. And especially when I meet emotional difficulties. I am a very sensitive person and I think that I sometimes read to much into stuff and have a tendency to see and take things harder and more personal then they really are. I am aware of this fact, but somehow it gets the best of me over and over again. I just hope that it won't come in my way this time. I think that is my biggest fear, that I when and if I meet emotional difficulties give up and well yeah. But I am going to try with all the power that I have and all the woman that I am to fight this! And once I've passed the test and stepped over that stone I am going to feel secure, happy and good about myself.
Ey, to much emotions there...
Well, I was at the hairdresser this morning. I was supposed to dye and cut my hair but I had forgot to tell my hairdresser that I wanted to dye it, so she didn't have the time to do both. To bad. But I cut it anyway and it feels and looks good. It's not that much shorter but you can tell that I've cut a few inches. I booked another appointment to dye it next week, the day before I leave. So I'm gonna feel fresh, new and nice. With lighter hair then I have now =)
Well, got to go folks. I'm going to meet up with Kattis and Sofie for some shopping and dining.
Until next time, take care!
XoXo - Frieda K*
